1 weekend getaway.
2 guesthouses.
2.5 stars spotted in the sky!
4 pots of lipton tea with limes.
6 hot showers.
Quiet nights and light enough to think.
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By Friday afternoon I was searching for a place to escape to. After much looking and nothing worth finding, I checked into a cute guesthouse by work. I felt somewhat like a refugee coming into the guesthouse a bit frazzled, tired, with no reservations, and with bags just packed in hurry and fury.
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I am not sure I even realized the build-up of small stressors that add up to overtake my thoughts. OR how much I miss the everyday escapes I could make to pretty, green places at home. OR my walks in the park. OR how much I took for granted being “invisible” at home.
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So I tried to hide and find fresh air to breathe and to think clearer!
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It was a great weekend of solitude, reading, drinking pots of tea, swimming, lots of tunes, even some painting, journaling, and praying. I took time to reflect back and look forward to my time in Cambodia. And remind myself of what I love about here, places I like to spend time, what my strengths are and what I am not so great at, times that God provided, and even difficult things I have experienced. And pondered the next few months here…
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I have also been thinking a lot about the “Good News” and the “Gospel”. What is the message of hope that I am living by and do I want to share with others?? What good news can I share with children collecting rubbish on the street? Not a small question, nor answered in a witty one-liner I am learning. But I was reminded about the RELATIONSHIP that God, my Creator and Father, wants with me. One verse that really spoke to me and which was the inspiration to pull out some watercolors was:
“If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, & my Father will love him, and WE will come to him and make our home with him.” (John 14:23)
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And that it is a JOURNEY of faith. In house group tonight we talked about what the Good News is and the means by which to share it with others. I walked away thinking about what one person noted: Jesus’ disciples were first intrigued with Him and did not fully understand who He was or His good news until after the resurrection…
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Prayer Points:
- I am in the market for a moto, which I think will decrease some stress/ exhaustion.
- To believe truths about myself and my role here… and confidence in my strengths.
- Language (always!)
- I will be taking on more job responsibilities as my coworker leaves at the end of this month.
- Wisdom about moving and/ or new roommates (mine leaves in 6 weeks)